thank you for nothing.

i seriously wonder where my dad is,

mom says hes dead, somtimes thinking of what he did to me, i hope he is.

but i kinda wanna know what my life could've been with him.

mabye terrible, or really good? , who knows, and i probley wont find out.

but i've been taking night's to find where you could be.

if you ever come across this, i doubt you would.

but if you do, i hope you know i'm really curious about a couple of things =

one - why did you leave me?

two - was my mom not good enough?

three - was hearing the words " i am pregnant" scare you?

,yeah i'm afraid i was an accident,

but i'm actually happy about that.

but you couldv'e atleast stayed there and supported us.

but you didn't and look now what my mom found me,

an actual father.

thank you for nothing.