people say theres a first time for everything,

but there's one problem,

i don't think i'll ever experiance that first time INlove,

cause being inlove means your in the state of loving them,

this isn't nessasarily going to last forever,

but for the moment you love them unconditionally.
and loving someone means well you love them completely,

through everything you've been through,

and you must have gone through alot.

i'd rather go through loving someone,

because it's for life.

but anywyas,

the truth is we are just a bunch of kids,

just trying to figure out what love really is.

hold me close, while we forget about the past

seriously forget about her,
she hurt you so bad,
you may of loved her,
but the pain she caused you,
made you want to die,


please open your eyes and realize that,
i'm here for you,
i think your special,
i'd never hurt you,


but mabye you dont beleive me,
since you've heard it before,
and got your heart broken,
and i know your scared,
i'm scared to,
but i want you to know,
that i may break promises,
but im not a liar.



we see the good in eachother,
so what are you waiting for,
hold me, kiss me, tease me.
i don't care, i'd rather you like someone that makes you happy,
instead of loving someone, who makes you hate yourself.

♥

well everyone says love hurts,

but that isn't true,

loneliness hurts,

rejection hurts,

losing someone hurts,

envy hurts,

everyone gets these things confused with love,

but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain

and makes someone feel wonderful again,

love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

boy, your amazing.

you know the saying "I'm in like with you".

well that's exactly how i feel at this very moment,

i miss you even if your twenty seconds away.

i always want to be with you, cause whenever I'm with you all i want to do is smile.

it's like sparks fly.

no booty call from me.

dear boyfriend,



go out with her, you know you want to,

admit you like her.

cause your in luck,

well she likes you to.

how could you kiss her, when we were dating?

i doubt you even like me.

just fucking admit it.

i liked you alot, but its slowly drifting away.

im not gonna wait to hear the word " its over".

love love love.

it's extremely hard to express how i feel about love,

cause one, i have no clue what it is,

yeah sad, mabye,

mabye, i'm just to young, cause i need to see it to beleive it.

and two, it's never happened to me since i don't know what it is.

i hate how people say there in love and it will last, and a month later,

there crying there broken heart out,

i'll be honest, i have cryed over a guy before,

sometimes i can be such a hypocrite and say boys are stupid, no need to cry.

but i do cry, and it actually helps alot.

and i'm never going to get into a serious relationship until i'm ready,

cause i honeslty don't wanna end up like the rest.

do your words depart from the truth?

thanks for bring me to those skateparks,
thanks for holding my hand,
thanks for treating me well,
thanks for telling me you love me,
but did you mean any of those things or was it for your middle school rep?