no booty call from me.

dear boyfriend,



go out with her, you know you want to,

admit you like her.

cause your in luck,

well she likes you to.

how could you kiss her, when we were dating?

i doubt you even like me.

just fucking admit it.

i liked you alot, but its slowly drifting away.

im not gonna wait to hear the word " its over".

love love love.

it's extremely hard to express how i feel about love,

cause one, i have no clue what it is,

yeah sad, mabye,

mabye, i'm just to young, cause i need to see it to beleive it.

and two, it's never happened to me since i don't know what it is.

i hate how people say there in love and it will last, and a month later,

there crying there broken heart out,

i'll be honest, i have cryed over a guy before,

sometimes i can be such a hypocrite and say boys are stupid, no need to cry.

but i do cry, and it actually helps alot.

and i'm never going to get into a serious relationship until i'm ready,

cause i honeslty don't wanna end up like the rest.

do your words depart from the truth?

thanks for bring me to those skateparks,
thanks for holding my hand,
thanks for treating me well,
thanks for telling me you love me,
but did you mean any of those things or was it for your middle school rep?

thank you for nothing.

i seriously wonder where my dad is,

mom says hes dead, somtimes thinking of what he did to me, i hope he is.

but i kinda wanna know what my life could've been with him.

mabye terrible, or really good? , who knows, and i probley wont find out.

but i've been taking night's to find where you could be.

if you ever come across this, i doubt you would.

but if you do, i hope you know i'm really curious about a couple of things =

one - why did you leave me?

two - was my mom not good enough?

three - was hearing the words " i am pregnant" scare you?

,yeah i'm afraid i was an accident,

but i'm actually happy about that.

but you couldv'e atleast stayed there and supported us.

but you didn't and look now what my mom found me,

an actual father.

thank you for nothing.

:).

I had so many butterflies in my stomach that night,

when i told you how i felt about you,

and luckily, you felt the same.

go die in a hole.

i fucking hate you.

we were never "somthing" special.
you are the nicest person , but your so fucking stupid.

go to fucking school , and learn how how to treat a actal human being.
i dump you and you get your brother to threatin me with his weak words.
if you think your so strong then you would be able to take the words of "it's over"
instead you think death is the solution.
but your wrong , this is also were stupid comes in.
you are negative and i am positive , they dont attract.
and thats honestly what i think when i think of you and me.